1 00:00:20,910 --> 00:00:16,330 I'm Annie Stillwater gray I'm very 2 00:00:23,800 --> 00:00:20,920 pleased to be here I first saw my 3 00:00:26,429 --> 00:00:23,810 astrological birth chart when a friend 4 00:00:31,779 --> 00:00:26,439 did it for me I was about 30 years old 5 00:00:36,009 --> 00:00:31,789 when I saw it I recognized it I had seen 6 00:00:39,100 --> 00:00:36,019 it before and I wasn't sure where but it 7 00:00:40,960 --> 00:00:39,110 fascinated me I had to figure out well 8 00:00:45,209 --> 00:00:40,970 what is this and how does it apply to me 9 00:00:48,700 --> 00:00:45,219 and how did you know how did I know it 10 00:00:51,760 --> 00:00:48,710 well now I do know those answers because 11 00:00:54,729 --> 00:00:51,770 I've been working with spirit guides for 12 00:00:56,910 --> 00:00:54,739 quite a while now that when I first saw 13 00:01:00,880 --> 00:00:56,920 my birth chart was I'm going to say 1972 14 00:01:03,850 --> 00:01:00,890 when I first started radio was 1974 and 15 00:01:05,590 --> 00:01:03,860 I started doing astrology on the radio 16 00:01:08,710 --> 00:01:05,600 once I learned that the system of 17 00:01:13,529 --> 00:01:08,720 astrology and then that evolved even 18 00:01:18,100 --> 00:01:13,539 further into more spiritual studies and 19 00:01:22,059 --> 00:01:18,110 in 1989 my spirit guide Darce Amon 20 00:01:25,600 --> 00:01:22,069 Stillwater introduced himself to me it 21 00:01:26,770 --> 00:01:25,610 was a shock I wasn't expecting it so for 22 00:01:30,490 --> 00:01:26,780 those of you who wish to meet your 23 00:01:33,490 --> 00:01:30,500 guides it can come anywhere anytime I 24 00:01:37,120 --> 00:01:33,500 was doing the dishes you know I was in 25 00:01:39,490 --> 00:01:37,130 an old pre-civil war house with a hand 26 00:01:42,880 --> 00:01:39,500 pump and you know no running water and I 27 00:01:45,580 --> 00:01:42,890 was not doing well I'd lost my job I was 28 00:01:49,889 --> 00:01:45,590 had a back injury and he began speaking 29 00:01:53,559 --> 00:01:49,899 to me and believe me that distracted me 30 00:01:57,249 --> 00:01:53,569 and he asked me because I'm really into 31 00:01:59,410 --> 00:01:57,259 music and radio and music he asked me if 32 00:02:01,120 --> 00:01:59,420 we could listen to classical music he 33 00:02:03,790 --> 00:02:01,130 said you never listen to classical music 34 00:02:05,620 --> 00:02:03,800 let's listen to classical music and I'm 35 00:02:10,690 --> 00:02:05,630 like whoa where's this coming from 36 00:02:12,339 --> 00:02:10,700 and it wasn't my voice in my own head 37 00:02:14,800 --> 00:02:12,349 and I knew that because it was a male 38 00:02:17,890 --> 00:02:14,810 voice and it had an accent a British 39 00:02:19,839 --> 00:02:17,900 accent then he says to me well I'd 40 00:02:21,729 --> 00:02:19,849 really like to hear a Bach but you don't 41 00:02:24,130 --> 00:02:21,739 have any Bach you have one Beethoven 42 00:02:27,400 --> 00:02:24,140 record but that'll do all right you 43 00:02:30,310 --> 00:02:27,410 gotta understand this is 1989 44 00:02:33,130 --> 00:02:30,320 and so no CDs yet see these would come 45 00:02:36,670 --> 00:02:33,140 in the early 90s so I had a wall of 46 00:02:39,820 --> 00:02:36,680 vinyl and I walked in there and I didn't 47 00:02:41,860 --> 00:02:39,830 even have to look he guided my hand to 48 00:02:45,490 --> 00:02:41,870 that Beethoven record and I pulled it 49 00:02:49,030 --> 00:02:45,500 out and played it scratches and all so 50 00:02:50,470 --> 00:02:49,040 that was my first experience not long 51 00:02:56,710 --> 00:02:50,480 after this is September 52 00:02:59,140 --> 00:02:56,720 not long after was Christmastime and I 53 00:03:03,400 --> 00:02:59,150 was visiting my mother so we're looking 54 00:03:06,250 --> 00:03:03,410 at Christmas 89 and that was the that 55 00:03:08,530 --> 00:03:06,260 was the time of the the big uprising in 56 00:03:09,880 --> 00:03:08,540 Romania if any of you remember that if 57 00:03:12,190 --> 00:03:09,890 you remember that and it was on 58 00:03:16,390 --> 00:03:12,200 Christmas Day which made me very very 59 00:03:18,790 --> 00:03:16,400 very sad that they the people would rise 60 00:03:20,800 --> 00:03:18,800 up and kill that king and his family his 61 00:03:22,150 --> 00:03:20,810 his young family and his wife and 62 00:03:24,670 --> 00:03:22,160 everything and it was just a slaughter 63 00:03:27,580 --> 00:03:24,680 and it was just awful and I just cried 64 00:03:30,070 --> 00:03:27,590 because you know you think of Christmas 65 00:03:33,370 --> 00:03:30,080 as a peaceful day a day when you you 66 00:03:34,960 --> 00:03:33,380 it's full of joy and birth and and to 67 00:03:37,390 --> 00:03:34,970 have all that kind of death on that day 68 00:03:38,020 --> 00:03:37,400 it may be very sad so I cried for a 69 00:03:40,060 --> 00:03:38,030 while 70 00:03:41,560 --> 00:03:40,070 excused myself from my mother who had 71 00:03:43,360 --> 00:03:41,570 that I didn't want the TV on anymore so 72 00:03:46,510 --> 00:03:43,370 I went to my own room she ran a motel so 73 00:03:47,860 --> 00:03:46,520 I had my own room and cried and got it 74 00:03:50,230 --> 00:03:47,870 kind of got it out of my system and 75 00:03:52,270 --> 00:03:50,240 which I know now because the guides show 76 00:03:54,550 --> 00:03:52,280 me that it's a way of cleansing yourself 77 00:03:58,510 --> 00:03:54,560 when you cry you actually cleanse your 78 00:04:00,100 --> 00:03:58,520 energy system you cleanse your field 79 00:04:04,750 --> 00:04:00,110 your energy field that's what I'm trying 80 00:04:06,670 --> 00:04:04,760 to say and I decided to go out for a 81 00:04:08,410 --> 00:04:06,680 walk and it had been extremely cold this 82 00:04:10,300 --> 00:04:08,420 was December obviously and it had been 83 00:04:13,570 --> 00:04:10,310 extremely cold so for finally it was 84 00:04:15,790 --> 00:04:13,580 warm enough like in the teens this is 85 00:04:18,580 --> 00:04:15,800 now in New England where I could I could 86 00:04:20,410 --> 00:04:18,590 walk around and get some fresh air as 87 00:04:24,700 --> 00:04:20,420 soon as I walked out the door of that 88 00:04:27,760 --> 00:04:24,710 motel I could someone started talking to 89 00:04:30,010 --> 00:04:27,770 me and it wasn't my guide Darcy 90 00:04:31,900 --> 00:04:30,020 I know Darcy we by that time we had been 91 00:04:33,790 --> 00:04:31,910 conversing for a number of months and 92 00:04:35,880 --> 00:04:33,800 and so I knew him and I knew his energy 93 00:04:41,070 --> 00:04:35,890 and I knew his voice this was not him 94 00:04:46,240 --> 00:04:41,080 this was I came to find a master guide 95 00:04:48,969 --> 00:04:46,250 and he cuffed her comforted me by saying 96 00:04:52,629 --> 00:04:48,979 things will change things will change 97 00:04:54,459 --> 00:04:52,639 and so I said good how quickly will that 98 00:04:58,390 --> 00:04:54,469 happen I'd like to see that turn around 99 00:05:00,939 --> 00:04:58,400 and he said well he said first how would 100 00:05:07,029 --> 00:05:00,949 you like to be a leader in the new time 101 00:05:09,010 --> 00:05:07,039 and so I whoa what does that entail 102 00:05:10,779 --> 00:05:09,020 I mean I'm not going to sign on unless I 103 00:05:13,330 --> 00:05:10,789 know what they're asking me to do here 104 00:05:16,899 --> 00:05:13,340 you know Joan of Arc came to mind you 105 00:05:19,260 --> 00:05:16,909 know and so there's no no no no we just 106 00:05:22,839 --> 00:05:19,270 want you to write down some material 107 00:05:26,350 --> 00:05:22,849 it's material that has been lost to 108 00:05:29,100 --> 00:05:26,360 humanity for a long time because they 109 00:05:31,420 --> 00:05:29,110 haven't been ready to handle it only 110 00:05:33,339 --> 00:05:31,430 shaman and you really highly evolved 111 00:05:35,860 --> 00:05:33,349 like gurus and Yogi's and so have been 112 00:05:40,240 --> 00:05:35,870 at have had access to this material but 113 00:05:42,100 --> 00:05:40,250 now humanity has evolved so that hey 114 00:05:43,480 --> 00:05:42,110 it's now time for you to for these 115 00:05:46,930 --> 00:05:43,490 people that you know of course we all 116 00:05:48,399 --> 00:05:46,940 have to take it and use it well so they 117 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:48,409 said okay no we want you to get up at 118 00:05:53,890 --> 00:05:50,810 dawn every morning and just write down 119 00:05:55,450 --> 00:05:53,900 what Darcy tells you because what had 120 00:05:57,010 --> 00:05:55,460 happened with Darcy actually worked with 121 00:05:59,439 --> 00:05:57,020 a group of Master guides to prepare the 122 00:06:01,170 --> 00:05:59,449 material so that he could because I had 123 00:06:03,279 --> 00:06:01,180 such a good strong connection with Darcy 124 00:06:04,480 --> 00:06:03,289 you know he could sit with me and he 125 00:06:07,269 --> 00:06:04,490 could just tell me telling me so I 126 00:06:09,369 --> 00:06:07,279 basically that book I did word-for-word 127 00:06:11,950 --> 00:06:09,379 and then if I didn't understand 128 00:06:13,839 --> 00:06:11,960 something I'd go back and say well wait 129 00:06:15,309 --> 00:06:13,849 a minute what do you mean by this you 130 00:06:16,990 --> 00:06:15,319 know this is confusing me if it's 131 00:06:21,070 --> 00:06:17,000 confusing me it's gonna confuse other 132 00:06:23,860 --> 00:06:21,080 people because you know so and so what 133 00:06:26,829 --> 00:06:23,870 came out was the dawn book information 134 00:06:29,189 --> 00:06:26,839 from the master guides it took me a year 135 00:06:32,980 --> 00:06:29,199 to write it has four illustrations and 136 00:06:35,559 --> 00:06:32,990 then the next year during the first Gulf 137 00:06:36,909 --> 00:06:35,569 War in 1991 I was typing it and it gave 138 00:06:39,610 --> 00:06:36,919 me a great deal of comfort during that 139 00:06:43,839 --> 00:06:39,620 war to be to be working on something so 140 00:06:45,790 --> 00:06:43,849 spectacular so precious so evolved now 141 00:06:48,670 --> 00:06:45,800 some of the information that was given 142 00:06:50,260 --> 00:06:48,680 to me was stuff that I knew already like 143 00:06:52,959 --> 00:06:50,270 the chakras and that you know I'd been 144 00:06:53,830 --> 00:06:52,969 studying certain things and I knew some 145 00:06:57,600 --> 00:06:53,840 of it but a lot of 146 00:07:00,010 --> 00:06:57,610 didn't know and a lot of it was just 147 00:07:02,500 --> 00:07:00,020 liberating like you open it up in the 148 00:07:04,030 --> 00:07:02,510 first page it talks about when your 149 00:07:06,610 --> 00:07:04,040 first breath that you take when you 150 00:07:08,440 --> 00:07:06,620 awake in the morning you know you know 151 00:07:11,230 --> 00:07:08,450 breathe in and beat and be happy that 152 00:07:15,159 --> 00:07:11,240 you're alive be happy that you're here 153 00:07:17,320 --> 00:07:15,169 and you're in your you know so that's a 154 00:07:19,930 --> 00:07:17,330 that's a wonderful way to start a buzz I 155 00:07:23,200 --> 00:07:19,940 thought so this that's how the dawn book 156 00:07:26,170 --> 00:07:23,210 came about and from that then I started 157 00:07:29,860 --> 00:07:26,180 teaching people how to connect with 158 00:07:31,690 --> 00:07:29,870 their guides to me it's probably the 159 00:07:33,969 --> 00:07:31,700 most important work we can do in this 160 00:07:36,969 --> 00:07:33,979 time right now that we're in is to 161 00:07:39,340 --> 00:07:36,979 connect to our spirit helpers and of 162 00:07:41,710 --> 00:07:39,350 course the good news is we all have one 163 00:07:43,120 --> 00:07:41,720 that's assigned to us or chooses to us I 164 00:07:48,129 --> 00:07:43,130 should say probably it's the better way 165 00:07:51,640 --> 00:07:48,139 because everybody has a private spirit 166 00:07:52,840 --> 00:07:51,650 guide a personal guardian angel some 167 00:07:54,370 --> 00:07:52,850 people call them gatekeepers the 168 00:07:56,770 --> 00:07:54,380 spiritualist call them gatekeepers but 169 00:07:59,110 --> 00:07:56,780 it's one spirit guide that's assigned to 170 00:08:00,760 --> 00:07:59,120 you or that signs on they actually do a 171 00:08:03,250 --> 00:08:00,770 little sign on at least that's the way 172 00:08:05,680 --> 00:08:03,260 what's presented to me is that when 173 00:08:08,909 --> 00:08:05,690 you're getting ready to enter back into 174 00:08:11,830 --> 00:08:08,919 a human body and enter earth and be born 175 00:08:15,880 --> 00:08:11,840 then you do a number of things you 176 00:08:18,430 --> 00:08:15,890 create your soul contract what are you 177 00:08:20,560 --> 00:08:18,440 going to work on this lifetime and 178 00:08:22,090 --> 00:08:20,570 usually number one is unconditional love 179 00:08:23,920 --> 00:08:22,100 we can all work on that forever you know 180 00:08:28,029 --> 00:08:23,930 but there's a number of things you know 181 00:08:30,029 --> 00:08:28,039 it envy jealousy fear you know there's 182 00:08:32,890 --> 00:08:30,039 all kinds of different things 183 00:08:35,320 --> 00:08:32,900 guilt shame and you know could be all 184 00:08:38,350 --> 00:08:35,330 kinds of things whatever specific to you 185 00:08:41,050 --> 00:08:38,360 you have brought forward from a past 186 00:08:42,520 --> 00:08:41,060 incarnation and then you have now you 187 00:08:45,670 --> 00:08:42,530 have to address it and try to deal with 188 00:08:47,500 --> 00:08:45,680 it so you make the contract sign the 189 00:08:48,910 --> 00:08:47,510 contract from the contract comes the 190 00:08:50,410 --> 00:08:48,920 birth chart which is the astrological 191 00:08:53,019 --> 00:08:50,420 birth chart that I was speaking of 192 00:08:54,880 --> 00:08:53,029 that's kind of why I started there so 193 00:08:56,920 --> 00:08:54,890 you create all that before you're born 194 00:08:58,480 --> 00:08:56,930 and so they're there for before I even 195 00:09:01,210 --> 00:08:58,490 came to earth I knew the exact moment I 196 00:09:03,579 --> 00:09:01,220 was going to be born people ask me about 197 00:09:07,280 --> 00:09:03,589 caesareans all the time and I say oh 198 00:09:10,250 --> 00:09:07,290 that's you know that's all planned for 199 00:09:11,660 --> 00:09:10,260 there's if they if they see the thing is 200 00:09:13,730 --> 00:09:11,670 people don't really understand that the 201 00:09:17,060 --> 00:09:13,740 the soul enters the womb of the mother 202 00:09:20,030 --> 00:09:17,070 only between two weeks and and three 203 00:09:21,470 --> 00:09:20,040 days before the birth it's around it's 204 00:09:24,700 --> 00:09:21,480 checking it out for instance all right 205 00:09:27,670 --> 00:09:24,710 here's a good example if a mother is in 206 00:09:30,830 --> 00:09:27,680 in in perfect health but then maybe 207 00:09:34,130 --> 00:09:30,840 starts doing something adverse to the 208 00:09:36,620 --> 00:09:34,140 child drinking or take some sort of drug 209 00:09:38,060 --> 00:09:36,630 or whatever a different entity is going 210 00:09:40,310 --> 00:09:38,070 to want to come in because the a 211 00:09:42,320 --> 00:09:40,320 different entity will now be in that 212 00:09:44,180 --> 00:09:42,330 situation to have to be in that family 213 00:09:46,370 --> 00:09:44,190 and have those particular circumstances 214 00:09:48,620 --> 00:09:46,380 to deal with so that's why they wait 215 00:09:50,150 --> 00:09:48,630 until really close to the birth before 216 00:09:51,470 --> 00:09:50,160 the soul enters because they want to 217 00:09:56,450 --> 00:09:51,480 make sure it's the right soul for the 218 00:09:58,840 --> 00:09:56,460 right family and the right mother and so 219 00:10:02,750 --> 00:09:58,850 that's important to understand because 220 00:10:04,820 --> 00:10:02,760 you know it could change out you know 221 00:10:06,740 --> 00:10:04,830 within three days depending upon what 222 00:10:10,430 --> 00:10:06,750 you as a mother as a pregnant woman is 223 00:10:12,320 --> 00:10:10,440 doing and then of course once you once 224 00:10:15,380 --> 00:10:12,330 you're born then that sets your birth 225 00:10:16,970 --> 00:10:15,390 chart and then conversely what I learned 226 00:10:18,350 --> 00:10:16,980 was and this is from the second book 227 00:10:23,330 --> 00:10:18,360 which I'll start talking about now if 228 00:10:24,920 --> 00:10:23,340 that's okay the dawn book was so it was 229 00:10:26,990 --> 00:10:24,930 full of so much information it's sort of 230 00:10:28,850 --> 00:10:27,000 like I say to people if you have a Bible 231 00:10:31,760 --> 00:10:28,860 you should have the dawn book because 232 00:10:33,950 --> 00:10:31,770 it's an update it's for today it's for 233 00:10:36,740 --> 00:10:33,960 now it's for dealing with our times now 234 00:10:39,230 --> 00:10:36,750 you know the Bible has is wonderful you 235 00:10:42,320 --> 00:10:39,240 know and but this how about we updated 236 00:10:44,270 --> 00:10:42,330 and we we bring forth information that's 237 00:10:46,850 --> 00:10:44,280 applicable to our times which are 238 00:10:48,890 --> 00:10:46,860 changing quite quickly so that's what 239 00:10:52,640 --> 00:10:48,900 the dawn book is I tried to get it 240 00:10:54,080 --> 00:10:52,650 published this is 1991 finally my 241 00:10:56,780 --> 00:10:54,090 friends gave me some money and I made a 242 00:10:59,890 --> 00:10:56,790 small run of 130 those sold 243 00:11:03,320 --> 00:10:59,900 so then 98 we did the second run 244 00:11:04,430 --> 00:11:03,330 so finally Darcy says to me my god again 245 00:11:08,150 --> 00:11:04,440 I'll remind you 246 00:11:10,610 --> 00:11:08,160 says to me write a book about me if you 247 00:11:13,340 --> 00:11:10,620 write a book about me that will sell the 248 00:11:15,860 --> 00:11:13,350 dawn book all right so Darcy and I in 249 00:11:18,590 --> 00:11:15,870 2000 sit down and take the entire year 250 00:11:20,870 --> 00:11:18,600 to write his story which is the story of 251 00:11:24,680 --> 00:11:20,880 a gentleman an English gentleman 252 00:11:29,780 --> 00:11:24,690 who dies in 1836 and when he's he's 253 00:11:31,040 --> 00:11:29,790 brought over to the other side he's told 254 00:11:33,920 --> 00:11:31,050 that he's earned the right to become a 255 00:11:36,110 --> 00:11:33,930 spirit guide and of course in 1836 256 00:11:38,690 --> 00:11:36,120 nobody knew what a spirit guide was a 257 00:11:39,410 --> 00:11:38,700 very few people did or if they didn't 258 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:39,420 talk about it 259 00:11:45,590 --> 00:11:44,010 so he said tell me what a spirit guide 260 00:11:48,530 --> 00:11:45,600 is because I can't make an informed 261 00:11:50,030 --> 00:11:48,540 decision unless you show me so he's he's 262 00:11:52,610 --> 00:11:50,040 taken around and show what spirit guides 263 00:11:55,430 --> 00:11:52,620 do and you know guardian angels if you 264 00:11:56,870 --> 00:11:55,440 will and he also sees the spirit guide 265 00:11:59,330 --> 00:11:56,880 University and the type of training 266 00:12:01,070 --> 00:11:59,340 he'll have to go through and he makes 267 00:12:03,200 --> 00:12:01,080 the decision to go ahead with it and 268 00:12:05,810 --> 00:12:03,210 then we follow him through some of his 269 00:12:07,910 --> 00:12:05,820 classes his he meets his mentors he 270 00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:07,920 meets his teachers he he goes through it 271 00:12:12,740 --> 00:12:10,010 his first class is unconditional love 272 00:12:15,440 --> 00:12:12,750 then his second class is non judgment 273 00:12:17,780 --> 00:12:15,450 right then he starts getting into 274 00:12:19,580 --> 00:12:17,790 techniques like reading energy fields 275 00:12:21,170 --> 00:12:19,590 because when our spirit guides look at 276 00:12:23,030 --> 00:12:21,180 us they don't see our physical bodies so 277 00:12:25,190 --> 00:12:23,040 much as they see our energy and that's 278 00:12:26,960 --> 00:12:25,200 how they can tell how we're doing by the 279 00:12:30,890 --> 00:12:26,970 color of it and the concentration and 280 00:12:35,150 --> 00:12:30,900 and so on he also learned telepathy in 281 00:12:40,820 --> 00:12:35,160 and then about I don't know how I think 282 00:12:42,260 --> 00:12:40,830 it's chapter 3 or 4 he remembers me he 283 00:12:44,300 --> 00:12:42,270 starts reading about his past lives 284 00:12:45,890 --> 00:12:44,310 because between classes he has time and 285 00:12:48,500 --> 00:12:45,900 he goes to this big library that they 286 00:12:50,060 --> 00:12:48,510 have I guess it could be the Akashic 287 00:12:51,320 --> 00:12:50,070 records said oh no that was never clear 288 00:12:52,730 --> 00:12:51,330 but he goes and he starts reading about 289 00:12:56,980 --> 00:12:52,740 his past lives and the first one he 290 00:13:01,850 --> 00:12:56,990 comes across is a life in Egypt where he 291 00:13:03,770 --> 00:13:01,860 apprenticed of me as I was a teacher and 292 00:13:05,390 --> 00:13:03,780 a healer and he was five years younger 293 00:13:06,980 --> 00:13:05,400 and he was my student but he was a very 294 00:13:09,400 --> 00:13:06,990 gifted student and we started to work 295 00:13:11,900 --> 00:13:09,410 together and then we fell in love 296 00:13:14,330 --> 00:13:11,910 stories and this book is called 297 00:13:16,250 --> 00:13:14,340 education of a guardian angel so 298 00:13:17,180 --> 00:13:16,260 actually that was written second but it 299 00:13:19,370 --> 00:13:17,190 came out first 300 00:13:21,830 --> 00:13:19,380 thanks to Ozark Mountain publishing 301 00:13:23,990 --> 00:13:21,840 because they had the vision and the 302 00:13:27,440 --> 00:13:24,000 foresight and the you know and and the 303 00:13:29,150 --> 00:13:27,450 wisdom and the bravery to print it and 304 00:13:30,020 --> 00:13:29,160 print the other things the wonderful 305 00:13:33,079 --> 00:13:30,030 things that they've done 306 00:13:34,530 --> 00:13:33,089 so therefore education of a guardian 307 00:13:37,970 --> 00:13:34,540 angel came out in 24 308 00:13:40,680 --> 00:13:37,980 and it told Darcy story and my story 309 00:13:43,710 --> 00:13:40,690 because there are a number of past lives 310 00:13:47,730 --> 00:13:43,720 in there to show how we evolve together 311 00:13:49,470 --> 00:13:47,740 as a couple and also to show why he got 312 00:13:51,180 --> 00:13:49,480 tapped on the shoulder to be a spirit 313 00:13:54,750 --> 00:13:51,190 guide and I did not because of the 314 00:13:57,930 --> 00:13:54,760 mistakes I made and how he then once he 315 00:13:59,550 --> 00:13:57,940 found that out he's like buggin he's 316 00:14:01,440 --> 00:13:59,560 like I've got it I've got a helper you 317 00:14:02,910 --> 00:14:01,450 know help me get through this training I 318 00:14:04,320 --> 00:14:02,920 want to go in a helper I want a helper 319 00:14:06,090 --> 00:14:04,330 he kept saying where is she I want to 320 00:14:07,830 --> 00:14:06,100 meet her I want to see her go away so 321 00:14:09,620 --> 00:14:07,840 then there's a part where they train 322 00:14:14,550 --> 00:14:09,630 together it's part of the book too but 323 00:14:16,230 --> 00:14:14,560 what's really satisfying is now we're 324 00:14:18,660 --> 00:14:16,240 doing exactly what we're supposed to be 325 00:14:21,720 --> 00:14:18,670 doing and this all came about started 326 00:14:24,390 --> 00:14:21,730 way back in 1989 and here 327 00:14:27,180 --> 00:14:24,400 however in two years later this 25 or 328 00:14:29,850 --> 00:14:27,190 something you know it's it's happening